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Tuesday, 29 July 2003

emotion : not goOd. :[
tyme : 12:39 am

:[ sam called meeh n he was sad. :[ i called rich lyke 1oO x'z but he didn't pick up so... yeah. mai day was blah... picked up pickerz n i loOk lyke a duck. itz really amusing tew loOk at... :/ jack called meeh ! wOw... yeah. he "invited" meeh tew the lakeside thing ? hahaha... umm rich would know why im laughin but im glad he was thoughtful enuff tew call meeh. JACk... i will work on ure xanga wen aerii leaves. ahh mai cuz'n iz leaving ! :[ toO mani thingz r getting meeh down. today iz NOT mai day... den agen, wen iz it eva ? at least i'll be chillin wid mai e.dub grlz on fri. :D [[iph i don't forget]] hmMm... das all. i don't feel lyke going on n on n wasting ure tyme today. maybe tomorrow. i hope i make new friends at mai driving class thingy... or ima have another bad day. -__-

MARy

Monday, 28 July 2003

emotion : down... :'[
tyme : 1:32 am

i don't know how tew live life without u // cuz itz only meeh now. not us two // still holding onto what we had // dese dayz... the only emotion i know iz being sad // cuz i can't get ova u... // in mai <3, ure still mai wun n only boo // but why u had tew do the thingz u did // i have a limit tew what i can forgive // i don't want tew b forgotten, put aside n lied // babi... believe meeh, til the end i woulda tried // but i thought u'd neva do meeh wrong // u know widout u, i can't be strong // widout u... everywhere i go, i feel lyke i don't belong.

it suckz. i can't think... all dese emotionz all jumbled up. :[ i wanna cry but i shouldn't. wen i listen tew slow songz... wen i see couplez... it hurtz n i turn the other way. cuz it makes meeh remember. lyke wen i watched how tew deal today... made meeh cry. wen the guy left her wen she was hurt n in the hospital. it hurt wen i saw her mom grounding her n saying how she couldn't meet him eva agen... it hurt wen i saw dem kiss n him playin wid her tummi... it hurt wen i saw her turn away frm him... i know how she feelz... even though she's just acting. everything we went through together... bad n good. makes meeh sad n wanna cry at the same tyme. u don't know how much it hurtz. to know u can b so easily forgotten... by the wun u think u gave ure all. frm beginning tew end... 1o monthz... itz been a month n 2 dayz we've been apart. how sad of meeh huh ? keeping track of the dayz we've been apart.. yeah dis is how stuck i am. i wanna run away... i know i don't deserve dis pain yet it's still dere... no matter what i do, no matter how i try tew forget n move on. maybe im the stupid wun... maybe i deserve dis. maybe i should just stfu n take it lyke a man.. or grl. :[ dis shiet iz getting meeh down. i just wanna b happi agen... wid richy.

"becasue i remember everything we share
and all those moments when u were there
when u always Kared
and showed up out of no where
happy moments that onlI come once cause they so rare
so das y u'll be My one and onli bear."

happi memoriez :] the wedding... n the viet dress... n the night afterwards. :]

MARybear

Sunday, 27 July 2003

emotion : erRr
tyme : morning... just woke up. -__.

eyy... we got a new car. :D acura MDx. darn itz though... cuz i wanted a car fer maiself. -__- a RSX wid a blue body kit woulda been nyce... a perfect early 16 birthday present but no. :[ aw wellz... im not complainin, the car iz pretti n has dat new car smell. :D well yesterday... it was fun. :] repp'd the krnz as i said i would. woOt ! i was a princess ! :D how coOl but i had tew carry dis heavy metal pole thingy wid a big.ass fan on stop so mai hands went numb. :[ we waited foreva... seriously, i was getting so grumpy. along wid dat... since im so short... dey had tew pin up the dress so much dat i couldn't breathe. :[ all goOd though... jien came n said hi rite b4 we left. :D i luv mai jien. <3 n in the end... he was the wun tew see meeh n mai cuz in our tang.top n underwear wid dis white dress on us. LOLs... we loOked so gay but we had no other choice. it was fucqing hot n we didn't have pants. just dat white inner dress thing in hanbokz. hmMm do u understand ? nvm... i was pretti tired n we barely ate anything so went tew a seafoOd restaurant n ate. we got home round 12 n called rich, den called steven n talked tew him fer awhilez... den called rich. :D what a lovely pattern. i wanna pick up mai pickerz ! :[ mai body iz so sore rite now... n stephanie... yes the chinese boiz were kute huhh ? :D hahaha yeah i saw dem... toO bad we weren't on tv. everywun was soOo focused on the king n queen... even though the princesses [[us]] were rite beside dem. :[ all goOd... happi dat i got tew see so mani kids smiling. today meeh n aeri r supposed tew chill wid steven ? ::yawn:: i just woke up so i wouldn't know... i think so ? hmMm... rich called n woke meeh up... gah how i missed mai cell phone. ::kisses it:: MUAHz ! thank u rene n rich ! OMGG though... u know mai cat ? [[only rene n steph would know]] it ran away !!! :[ cuz i didn't feed it n stuffz. it had a bag n it was on a roOf n i neva saw it agen afterwards. im so sad... mai FAT cat ran away frm meeh ! hmMm other den dat... why do guyz lyke tew talk bout thingz dat neva happened ? stop dreamin n get a life. >:[ hehe...

MARy

Saturday, 26 July 2003

jack: ill record the parade on video and show it to you several times if you fall down
I IbAby kiMii I: >:/
jack: or if seagulls poop on your head
jack: jk
jack: hehe
I IbAby kiMii I: >:[
I IbAby kiMii I: omgg im scared
I IbAby kiMii I: 6 milez
I IbAby kiMii I: i'll probabli... die
jack: your gonna have to go pee
jack: watch
jack: hehe
I IbAby kiMii I: O_O
I IbAby kiMii I: >__<
jack: you will be like can i get off now
I IbAby kiMii I: nooo im walkin nigga !
I IbAby kiMii I: shiet
jack: !!!!!!!!!!!!!
jack: oh fuck that
jack: hahahaha
I IbAby kiMii I: hahahaha
I IbAby kiMii I: lols don
I IbAby kiMii I: * dun laugh at meeh !
jack: that aint a parade thats a marathon race
I IbAby kiMii I: LOLs
I IbAby kiMii I: i told u ima diee
I IbAby kiMii I: :[
jack: dayum

kay iph u read it... u will probabli generally know dat ima be in the seafair parade downtown seattle. reppin' the krnz ! woOt :] cuz dey don't have enuff ppl. itz lyke 6 fucqing milez ! but im helping the krn community ? n i get comunity service hrz ? ahh will i even live through 6 milez ? i can't see mai friends today. ahh im so sad. :[ i wanna pick up mai pictures n everything toO. gosh darn... why did everything get so ruined. thingz were only perfect just 2 nitez ago. :[

MARy